I don't think I could ask for a better husband. He is the best dad, he isn't a jealous person, he lets me have time to myself without question....so why is it that I often feel so alone? At some point I became so anti-social that outside of my friend circle I have one friend left. Frankly it sucks. I don't know what it is like to have girlfriends nights out or weekends away. I have never had that in my life and now at 37 I am regretting the decisions I made to alienate myself from life.
So, on that note, I hope to change these things that bother me in life. I have had self esteem issues since my first long term relationship that started in high school through a very short lived marriage when he treated me like shit and cheated with more girls than I can even imagine. Then my next relationship three years later sucked too! What is it with guys that don't know how to treat a lady?? Then I married someone I knew since I was 15....from the old roller skating days. We were friends for so long and we continue to be friends. I guess I have done enough sulking for tonight. It is just what happens when I am tired, I ramble, but that is what this blog thing is for right??
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